Hii. Well its  time to grow up :)

Graduating in 24 days. Have 2 jobs.. lol watt.Have my schedule and ID for college.Just about sick of everything and everyone.All i want is the beach n my boyfriend.Time to leave you now.

Bye Xanga :)

Blahhhhh figures. Can anything go right in my life? I guess not. I just had the best time ever with my boyfriend, and shyt gets messed up OF COURSE. Why have a happy ending, when u can walk out of ur boyfriends house, hear the door shut a little to loudly for ur liking and actually cry. Fuking cry. WHY AM I SUCH A GIRL!!!!!! Why do i let my feelings constantly get hurt, and shut down.WHY??? Im so sick of this. Why cant things go right just for one nite... why cant we be happy :(

broken hearted n so confused</3

Kt

My thoughts-

For some reason as i get older its getting harder and harder to understand people. Constantly im thinking, why would they do that? why do people lie? why do people betray others? how can someone act like that?

I dont understand!!!!!

Why do people feel the need to talk about people, like its going to satisfy them, or change the situation. But better yet, act like nothings wrong when there around. I dont get it. And im not talking about venting about something to someone else cuz its not worth it to force the issue with the other person.

I think-

The reason people cant have relationships or be happy with anything is because they are constantly hitting the on.off switch.Who should i be this day? Who should i like today? Or not like today? I always thought the saying you have to be happy with urself before u can be with others was kinda corney n stupid. But its true. It may people because people who do have there act some what together can see right through these people who cant even find themselves.

Anyway. My day was good :)

Kt

Hello Hello Hello. My week was good. Got another job, worked today with Ln. We like our Mr. Boss Man.  Mikes prom was good, i *heart* him. Hes such a good boyfriend, and not only that hes just a good person, and im sooooooo glad hes my boyfriend :) Afterwards.. haha u kno whats up. Got lots of bruises and love marks <3 Right now im going off of 1 hour of sleep from 6-7am today.  Yeh i've been awake for over 24 hours yeh a lot over. Today woke up went to church, came home, went back to church, went to work *Silver Sun Mall* came home talked to my boyfriend <3 went to the park with my boyfriend and he looked so good :) We attempted to play basketball but i was kinda tired. So then 2 kids challenged us, Mike was great, I on the otherhand was not. I got a basket though! Then we left and drove around, awww i really like him :) Im gonna go lay down now, till my boyfriend calls me.

Couldnt get any better*

Kt

Hii. Nothing new going on really. A little over a month left till I graduate. Going to register for college on the 26. Hmm.. Select Choir got 2nd, and Vocal Ensemble got 1st at the comp. on Friday. Tomorrow is my concert for both of them. Been really tired lately. Not really in the mood for people, or school. I'm at the point in the year where i am second guessing everything, and constantly re-evaluating myself. Mike and I are good, i like him :)

Thats all.

Kt.